Neko

Hi! I'm Rose!

But you can also call me Fae or Freya

I'm an Artist and Gamedev in my early 30s from Australia.

Trying to put the things I love out into the world because no one else is gonna do it for me!

On this page you will find a bunch of small segments covering different aspects of myself.

It's a living document that I'm likely to update as my life changes. But that's a good thing as change is the greatest indicator of growth~!

I like making things!

I've been an artist in some capacity my entire life, with it being a strong part of my identity and always my answer when people ask what I do for a living!

Most of my efforts these days are being focused on game development, but I am always experimenting with new avenues and mediums.

Ultimately there are just a lot of ideas in my head, mostly revolving around cool characters and the worlds that they inhabit. I want to share those characters lives with the everyone.

My creative skills in order of how strong I think they are include, but are not limited to:

  • Character Design
  • Illustration
  • Teaching and Communication
  • Sound Design
  • World Building
  • Photography and Videography
  • Systems Design
  • 3D Modeling
  • Project Management
  • Programming
  • Music Composition

With most of my work focusing on wholesome queer experiences between furry and cartoon women AKA Lesbian furry stuff.

Please check out my Gallery for more about my work!

I'm also a little creature!

Like for real! I'm not kidding! I'm actually a for real little critter typing things on the internet!

I'm a little fae creature that's

  • Very small, usually averaging around 10cm (although I can change height)
  • Have glowy magic, that allows me to explore many fun situations
  • Have soft fluffy white fur
  • Have cool little antenna doobly-bops attop my head
  • Part sour gummy candy

This is not only my fursona but is also a pure expression of myself. I identify as therian and this form is who I am and would like everyone to think of me as.

No there isn't a particular animal that matches me. But I do feel great kinship with felines, rodents, mustilids, foxes and fairies. I'll mew and purr, I'll "A" and "Oo", I'll squeak and chitter, I look the most similiar to a monkey, I act the most similar to a house cat and I identify closest with the fae. I am very proudly a good fairy companion but am also a well known karmic trickster.

I feel strong euphoria when people treat me as the little fae creature I truly am and I hope you will to!

Here is my current ref!

Gender and Self Expression

I identify as Gender Fae, this is a non-binary gender that in general is associated with some level of gender fluidity and a lack of identifying with masculine traits.

For me personally, whilst I pretty strongly consider myself to be female, I do feel some level of separation from the term and also find I identify with many other expressions that could be aligned with a gender.

However, I have a strong sense of what I don't identify with. I am not a man, dude, bro or any other masculine term. Those terms feel deeply wrong when describing me. On that note, there are more abstract genders that I also don't feel an association with, such as most xenogenders or those who lack gender completely.

I have a strong collection of expressions that are my gender and I move fluidly between them depending on the moment. These include, but may not be limited to:

  • Female
  • Fairy
  • Creature
  • Arcade Prize
  • Cartoon
  • Soft Static Glow

Because this can be difficult to explain, especially to people who haven't spent time exploring gender outside of the binary, Gender Fae I find ends up being a good term. As folks typically have an easy time understanding, Not a Dude.

In order to match the complexity of my gender I also go by a few pronouns. For the most part in daily life, I simply go by She and Her as it's really easy and I don't need to explain much (I do have boobs after all). But for those who know me well or those who'd like more words to match the nuance that is me, here is a list of pronouns I vibe with:

  • She / Her
  • They / Them
  • Fae / Fear
  • Doe / Does

Gender is a pretty complicated thing, but I hope this has helped to at least explain mine.

Attraction and Cartoon Animals

I identify under the Aromantic and Asexual banners. I used to go by the term Bambi Lesbian, but have since learned more about it's history and I'm currently conficted on it's use. I do however strongly identify as a Lesbian.

Personally, my Asexual expression has a strong aversion to sexual acts involving myself directly, which combined with a lack of libido and romantic attraction, leads to me being comfortably not interested in sex, at least in practice.

The thing is though, I do experience attraction, I have strong preferences, I find certain things hot and I have a strong fascination with various kinks. In fact, I feel so strongly about certain kinks and things that I find hot, that it makes up the majority of the art I create!

I also feel strong platonic attachment to people, that whilst not romantic or monogomous, is still very much there. There just isn't really a difference in my head between best friend, family and partner.

Now I am still Ace as hec, but again there is a level of nuance at play here which I'll try to explain.

I am strongly attracted to women, that should be obvious in how I conduct myself online and just in the content I create, I do afterall identify as a lesbian, but it's a slightly larger spectrum than that. My interest is in feminine-aligned individuals and aesthetics. I have little interest in identities outside of that spectrum when it comes to attractions and I actually have moderate to severe repulsion to identities that trend close to masculine. This doesn't mean I don't like boys, just that the spectrum of boys I am interested in is absolutely minuscule to practically non-existant. It should also be noted that this just in attraction, I have plenty of friends who are hyper-masc and we get along just fine.

This is just one part of the puzzle of my sexuality though, just being a hot girl isn't enough for me to be attracted to you, because my core attraction is to "Cartoons".

Now bear with me here, I don't mean I'm exclusively attracted to Lola Bunny (although I do think she's hot) but rather that the closer what I'm being presented with is to the ideal of a cartoon, the higher the likelihood I experience attraction towards it.

For example, it's no secret that I'm a furry! Folk's fluffy characters in general trend towards more cartoonish and fun looks than you would find in real life. As such it's very common for me to develop a crush on someone's OC or to prefer to think of them as their fursona rather than their irl self, as it's more appealing and more inline with my own therian experience. This doesn't mean all furries or furry art are attractive to me though, as characters drift towards realisim and away from the more cartoonish, I'll start to lose interest. Likewise, if artwork depicting them is hyperrealistic I'll actually start to get turned off by what's in front of me. There are obviously exceptions to all of this, but they are exceedingly rare.

It is also worth noting that whilst the above two factors are most of what goes into my attraction. Kink content is also extremely important to me as it is my preferred way to express these attractions.

I eluded before that I have a strong aversion to sexual acts involving myself directly, well the key word here is directly. Within the confines of fantasy, through Art, Roleplay or other creative outlets, I'm actually pretty okay and mostly enthusiastic about sex things. Hec, even within the bounds of VR I'm a lot more comfortable with everything. This will sometimes change in regards to content involving genitals depending on how they're presented (especially penises), but in general, if it's in fantasy, sex is tollerable to actually somewhat desirable. There is also a strong possiblity that if my irl body matched my true form, it wouldn't need to stay in fantasy.

The really exciting stuff for me though is kink play. I would much rather cuddle or focus on kink scenarios, than just "bone". It's cool if that's what you're into and I'm actually super supportive of helping others do that with eachother! Just leave me on the sidelines as a cheerleader.

The biggest points of attraction for me are:

  • Size Difference and Macro-Micro
  • Talking Animals
  • Paws and to a lesser extent Hooves and Feet
  • Assiting others engaging in spicy activities
  • and some ultra specific forms of Transformation and Vore

Now there are obviously going to be a bunch of kinks I'm not interested in and a bunch more I do kinda like, but I don't really want this section to be a preferences guide, more so an overview of my attraction. So suffice to say, if you show me content of a cute cartoon lady engaging in one of the above interests, I'm probably going to react pretty darn well.

The main thing when it comes to my attraction overall though is that it's fickle. Most days I don't think about it directly, it's not something I go out of my way to seek usually and sometimes I still just won't experience any of it at all, even if every other point here aligns. There are also certain types of content, like hyperrealism, most masculinity and more extreme things like abuse that if depicted in an artwork, even if the rest is all things I'll like, will just instantly turn to repulsion to me usually.

There are also rare instances where I'll actually be super into something and very keen on engaging with it, but this is again rare. Basically just listen to what I'm saying and the signals I'm putting out at the time, but asume in most situations when it comes to just sex and not kink, no thank you.

It's impossible for me to explain everything, especially as it's always in some level of flux just like my gender, but I hope this helps to cover how it works for me. Basically, the tldr is Cartoon Girl Hot and I want Gadget Hackwrench to step on me!

Why "MewMus" ?

I chose this handle for myself back when my fursona was a Lion x Mouse hybrid, affectionately called a Liom. MewMus was a cute, short and unique handle that was able to represent that form and I happily switched to it everywhere!

Yes, I represent myself as a little fae creature online and in art these days, but the Liom is still near and dear to me and I still feel that MewMus is a good general handle for me.

It's not my name or species, it's my signature and as that I feel it serves it's job well!

Why an "Arcade" ?

So, this is a theoretical place in my mind that works as a framework to help with my self-expression!

The Arcade is a setting I designed for myself to exist within. A place where a little creature like myself not only makes sense, but would be comfortably at home. After all, like all good fairies, I needed a domain that felt like my own and having this "video rental meets arcade meets cosy hangout" was it.

The Arcade is at its core a place where my original characters and characters from different media properties (ie. Video games, Movies, Cartoons, Books, etc.) can hang out and mingle. I made the environment to allow an easy shorthand location for me and my muses to exist within so that I can easily explain them into other creative continuities, either of my own or from other pieces of media.

The Arcade being a magical fae location is also a place of whimsical transformation and personal exploration. Anyone who enters it's domain is likely to be transformed in ways that force them to work on themselves and reach understandings that they may have never without the assistance of magics.

It's a setting that I am constantly working on fleshing out and it's expression is constantly changing along with my own needs, but the core is stably the same.

As such this site being a place to hold expressions of myself reflects my arcade.